《转》败犬女王~~Defeated Queen~~

This is from a taiwan drama series...Special dedication to ms florence and all others who wish to read this but unfortunately cannot understand chinese... XD

i know my english sucks...but i'm trying my best already...

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有人說，如果一個女人年過三十還找不到人嫁，走不進結婚禮堂，就算她外貌再亮眼，事業再成功，也不過是一隻人生戰場上的敗犬。

Somebody said, if a woman at her 30s and still can't find anyone to get married, can't walk into the church as a bride, then it doesn't matter for how beautiful she is, or how successful she is in her career, she just a "defeated-dog" in life...

這個世界是殘酷的，小朋友，快點長大吧！

The world is cruel, kid, grow up earlier!

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耶誕夜是個歧視單身的節日，不管到哪裡都是雙雙對對...

Christmas is a festival which discriminate the singles, no matter where you go, everybody else will be walking around in pairs...

年屆三十又單身的她，最討厭情人節。
因為這天，戀人們總是囂張地在各處出雙入對，
讓形單影隻的她，顯得格外寂寞。
其實她有點害怕寂寞，雖然她總是倔強地不肯承認——

For her who's already in her 30s and yet still single, she hate Christmas the most...Because on this day, all the lovers will be flooding every places in pairs, which makes her who's standing there alone, looks more lonely than ever...She did afraid of loneliness sometimes, it's just that she's too proud to admit that...

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奉勸妳，女人有工作沒男人，
等於一朵忘了澆水的花，遲早枯死！

Let me give you some advice, women who only care about "work" and doesn't have a "man", is just like a flower which doesn't get enough watering, and will die off soon!

多謝妳的關心。 我也要奉勸妳，
女人不自立自強，光會等男人來澆水，遲早也會活不下去。

Thanks for your concern, i would also like to advice you one thing: if a woman can't live independently and only wait for the man for "watering", she also won't be able to survive for long.

現在我的情人就是工作，工作就是我的全部，是我的人生...
有什麼不好？至少我認真去做就會得到我應得的，工作不會背叛我...

Now my lover is my work my career, work is my everything, my life...Anything not good about that? At least i can get what i deserved if i do my work seriously, work will never betray me...

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這女人，很倔強。
她是這麼彆扭又倔強的女人，一點都不討人喜歡。

This woman is very stubborn. She so stubborn and troublesome, totally not lovely at all.

這女人外表像一朵花，說話卻是仙人掌，總帶刺。
“妳這女人就非這麼機車不可嗎？就不能坦率一點？”

She's as beautiful as flower, but when she talks she's like a cactus, full of thorn...
"Do you really have to be like this? can you just be more frank?"

什麼都自己動手來。“該說妳堅強還是淒涼呢？”
號稱比男人還Man的女王，會需要人家來同情？

No matter what, you will do everything on your own. "Should i say you are a tough woman or should i say you are so pitiful?" A 'queen' who declared herself more 'man' than a real man, does she really need other people to pity her?

女王，只懂得下令。

The queen, only knows how to give order. Nothing else...

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二十歲的女孩是嬌玫瑰，惹人憐愛，
男人爭相呵護，被紮疼了手也無所謂。

Girls at her 20s is like a rose, everybody will be willing to love her and protect her. Man will fight to protect her, even though her thorn might hurt them.

三十歲的女人卻是仙人掌，
撐起滿身細細小小的刺，只為了保護自己不再受傷。
因為經過好多年的跌跌撞撞，她已經太明白，所謂疼痛的滋味——

Women at her 30s is like a cactus, protecting herself with thorns just to make sure she won't get hurt anymore. After so many years, she already understood the feeling of pain...

她畢竟是個三十三歲，受過傷又彆扭的熟女，
不是那種青春無敵的美少女。

She is a woman at the age of 33, hurt and troublesome... She's no longer young..

女孩是天使，她是魔女。
她懂，非常懂，再懂也不過了。

That girl is the angel, she's the devil. She understand that, totally understood...

果然女人還是要懂得撒嬌，才會得人疼。

Only women who knows how to act like a spoiled child, will get someone to love her...

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我已經是老女人啦，不適合再裝可愛。

I'm an old woman now, not suitable to act cute or behave like a child anymore...

該笑的時候就笑，想哭的時候不怕哭，
覺得痛的時候就坦白說出來，該請人幫忙的時候不要逞強，
這種率直，就是一種可愛。

Laugh when you feel happy, cry whenever you feel sad, tell others when it hurts, don't just act cool when you should ask for help. Be sincere, and that's what we called cute.

還有，不要老是衝動地做一些讓人擔心的事，
要感激別人的關心。 懂嗎？

And don't always do something which makes other people worry, be grateful for other people's concern, understand?

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三十歲的她，總是告誡自己不年輕了，不適合天真爛漫。
她早學會了理性，在夢想與現實的天枰上，
早決定了孰輕孰重...

At her 30s, she always tell herself that she's no longer young, she shouldn't act immature anymore. She already know how to think rationally, on the scale of dream and reality, she had already decided what's more important to herself...

二十歲的女孩，把戀愛當成天。
為了喜歡一個人可以飛蛾撲火，不顧一切。

A girl at her 20s, a romantic love life can be her everything. She can do anything just to be in love with someone she like.

三十歲的女人，已經懂得這世界沒有童話，
怕自己喜歡上一個不該喜歡的人，於是學會了對自己的真心，
說謊。

A woman at her 30s, already knew there's no more fairy tales in this world. Afraid of falling in love with somebody whom she shouldn't love, she had learn to lie to her own heart...

她老了，老得沒力氣再談一次傷身傷心的戀愛，
她要學會對感情淡薄，工作才是她人生最佳伴侶，不會背叛她。

She's getting old, until she don't have the strength to engage in another relationship which might hurt herself badly. She had learned to treat her feeling lightly, her career is the best partner in her life, it will never betray her...

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如果現在縱容自己可憐自己，就是認輸了，而她從來就不懂得認輸。

if she starts pitying herself right now, that means she had to admit she's defeated, and yet she never know what's called defeated...

三十歲的女人早就習慣了獨自面對病痛。“放心，我可以照顧自己。”

A woman at her 30s is used to face sickness alone. "Don't worry, i can take care of myself"

“就跟妳說了痛要說。”
“說了就有用嗎？”
“說了人家就會對妳溫柔一點。”
“不必了。” 她又不是那種愛裝可憐的小女生。
“妳說不說？”
“瞎哩八嘰地你搞什麼啊？痛死了！”
“這樣不是很好嗎？說了，人家就會對妳溫柔。”
“二十幾歲叫痛，人家會說妳可愛，三十歲還叫痛，只會被笑太軟弱，不夠堅強。”

"I've told you, you must tell the others when it hurts."
"Is there any use if i say it out?"
"People will treat you more gently if you tell them it hurts."
"Never mind" She's not those girls who likes to pretend pitiful.
"Do you wanna say it out or not?"
"Ouch!! What are you doing?!! It hurts!!"
"See? Isn't that better? Other people will treat you more gently then."
"When you say 'it hurts!' when you are 20, people will think that you are cute; but if you still yelling about your pain when you are 30, other people will only laugh at you for being lame and not tough enough"

也不知道從什麼時候開始，她便已不懂喊痛了。

Nobody knows since when it started, but she no longer know how to express her pain anymore.

不管長到幾歲，受了傷都會痛，都想藏住傷口，假裝看不見。
其實我們都該學會坦然面對自己的傷痛，有一天才會真正痊癒——

No matter at what age, you'll still feel pain when you are injured. People tend to hide the wound and pretend they don't see it there. Maybe we should learn to face the wound, then only we can fully recovered someday...

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過去的事情都過去了。
過去的事，不能再重來。

Past had been past...
Those that have past, can never come back again...

她是倔強地不肯在他面前示弱，堅持自己也能辦到。

She's to proud to admit her own weakness in front of him, she believes she can do it.

真心真心真心！她也曾經傻傻地捧出一顆真心，
結果呢？換來了什麼？

True love, true heart! There's once when she's naive enough to give away her love to someone, and in the end? What does she get in return?

“為什麼你不要我？”

"Why you don't want me anymore?"

“是不是因為我不夠可愛，不懂得撒嬌？是不是因為我太爭強好勝，什麼都想搶第一，所以你終於受不了我？你知道嗎？其實我心裡好緊張，我在想我自己該不該嫁給你，我怕自己不夠好，做不來你的好老婆，我怕我們結婚以後，你慢慢會發現我還有很多小缺點，其實根本不是你想像中那個女孩......然後，你會嫌棄我，我們會吵架，會冷戰，說不定還會離婚。”

"Is it because I'm not lovely and cute enough? Is it because I'm too proud myself and wanted to excel, until you can't get along with me anymore? Do you know that I'm actually very nervous? I was always worried that whether i should get married with you, I'm afraid that I'm not good enough and can't be a good wife, I'm afraid that after we get married, you will slowly realize that i have so many weakness and i'm not the type of girl that you though i am...and then, you will detest me, we will start to argue, we will start to fight, and in the end we will divorce..."

“為什麼你不要我？為什麼沒有人要我？為什麼……”

"Why don't you want to stay with me? Why there's nobody who wants me? Why?"

因為她很壞，因為她不夠好吧？
因為她不是那種溫柔善良的天使，她是討人厭的魔女，
因為她沒辦法天真裝不來柔弱，所以男人都受不了她。

Because she's bad, because she's not good enough? Because she's not the type of angels who are tender and kindhearted, she's the detested devil. Because she cannot pretend to be naive, because she cannot pretend to be weak, that's why all the men can't accept her.

對一個女人來說，結婚也是需要勇氣的...

It takes great courage for a woman to get married...

你再說什麼都於事無補，我也不會在意，都過去了，懂嗎？

Whatever you said now will not help in the situation anymore, i wouldn't care, everything had past, understand?

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她只是一個人寂寞而已，只是想受傷的時候，
也有個人關心她、哄哄她而已，像她的好朋友一樣...

She's just feeling lonesome when she's alone. She's just hoping that when she's injured, there will be someone who will be around to care about her...just like what her best friend had now...

她好寂寞，不是因為想要人陪，
只是希望受傷的時候，也有人哄哄她，
只是在愛自己的時候，也還是渴望能被人疼愛......

She's so alone, not because she wants somebody accompany her... She's just hoping that when she's hurt, there will be somebody there to care about her... She's just hoping that when she needs to take care about herself on her own...there will be somebody else to love her...

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后记：不算是书评...也不是全文转载...作了一些更动...乱七杂八的...很多人应该也看不懂在写啥...没关系...看不懂就拉倒...

P/S: if can understand means can understand la...if cannot understand means cannot understand la...haiya...i give up la...